I have bi-polar, and depression.
People probably think that I’m not stable..and they’re probably right. I go through ups and downs like everyone else. I get depressed and get in moods where I don’t want to do anything but lay around and cry. And I do.
I don’t hold back my tears..I cry because I fight with my mom. I cry because I try so hard in school and it never seems good enough. I cry because every person I’ve ever cared about, has left. I cry because I feel like a disappointment to my family. It makes my heart ache. I try so hard to be happy, and I always try to wear a smile on my face. Faking a smile though everyday gets tiring, and you just want to walk around looking sad and alone, like you really are. Everyone’s life has low points, but you have to think of the positives, and even if they’re are very few, you’ll get through it. You made it this far.
If your gonna leave, please say goodbye first. Don’t just disappear like everyone else..
It sucks thinking about the person you love everyday, knowing they’re out living they’re life fine without you in it. It sucks even more you can’t go a day without thinking about them.
It sucks being in love with someone who wants nothing to do with you.
